Namaku Nurindah

Recently one of colleagues passed away. He is really young, graduated 2018 which make me feel  so old. Honestly I don't know him, never met him. When I read it actually I only read the email because one of my colleagues told us in the meeting. I just read it slightly. I don't feel anything. I don't care. Yup, I am being brutally honest. There also recent news about the death of one famous celebrities. I know her but not her fan. But suddenly the Youtube feed full with the news. She passed away alone and left over 40 cats. Bless them.They went through the bridge and left this life. I don't feel anything. I just hope that one day, when I pass away there will no black and white picture of me crossing any social media feed. I just hope no. Maybe I hope I will be forgotten. Maybe because it a shame to see me in black and white picture with all *beautiful* notes from some peoples that maybe during that time seem to be *close* to me but actually in reality I run my life alone.

 Dalam masa dua hari saya melaburkan masa melihat siri Inventing Anna dan Tinder Swindler.  Dua-dua cerita ini mengisahkan bagaimana scammer memancing mangsa mereka. Jika Tinder Swindler mengisahkan lelaki yang bernama Simon yang menipu wanita-wanita dengan menawarkan cinta dan persahabatan dan kemudian dia akan berpura-pura dalam bahaya, memerlukan duit. Inventing Anna pula mengisahkan gadis yang bernama Anna menyusun strategi memerangkap mereka yang berprofil tinggi untuk menjadi kaya. Yang berbeza ialah dalam Simon memang objektifnya memerangkap seberapa ramai wanita yang mungkin untuk memenuhi hidup mewahnya. Apabila yakin mangsanya tersangkut, dia akan berpura-pura dalam bahaya sehingga tak dapat menggunakan kredit kad dan akan memula meminta tolong pada mangsanya. Manakala Anna pula, ia berpura-pura kaya kerana ingin membina Anna Delvey Foundation, sebuah kelab berprestij dengan harapan jika ADF berjaya, dia tidak perlu berpura-pura lagi kerana dia sudah memiliki ADF. Anna tidak